It was a typical Saturday night. I was between relationships and in between flings, and my roommates asked me to come with them to a party. At first, I was reluctant to go. I didn’t feel like getting ready for an evening out. But they were persistent, reminding me that my next “victim” could be there…waiting for me to have my way with him. I took the bait and before I knew it, we were on our way.
The party was across town at another college. It was packed. There must have been about 80 people there, mostly girls. The music was decent, but I wasn’t feeling the vibe. My roommates scurried over to a group of their friends and I found my way to a empty place on a worn out couch. The place smelled of beer and I was planning my exit. Quite honestly, I was pissed. I would have been happier at home.
Just as I was about to flee the scene, I saw him. Oooh, I saw him. He walked in through the out door. I sat my ass back down and watched him stride through the crowd. I felt like a hunter stalking her prey. I envisioned all the naughty things I could do with him. He was beautiful. Tall and lean. Broad shoulders. Dimples. Flawless skin. I was doing a mental inventory of his attributes when some idiot spilled their drink on me. Luckily, I was able to move quickly and only a little got on my skirt. I was looking for a towel or napkins, when I felt a hand pull me over the side.
“Looks like you moved just in time.” he said. It was HIM! He had come to my rescue. I felt my face flush. He was so incredibly handsome, that I felt nervous.
“Yes, I have quick reflexes.” I muttered.
“Yes, you do. Let’s go into the kitchen and find you a towel” He took hold of my hand and effortlessly guided me through the crowd into the kitchen. Fumbling around in cabinets and drawers, he found a small tea towel. He handed it to me and our eyes met. We held the gaze until it became awkward. I dried my skirt and thanked him the towel.
The kitchen was becoming more and more crowded. “Let’s get out of here.” he said. “I don’t know why I came here tonight. I don’t even like these kind of parties. I need some air. Let’s go outside”
We walked out back and found a couple of lawn chairs. He pulled them together and wiped my seat off before we sat down. He extended his hand to me.
“Hi, my name is Courtney.” Courtney? I’d never met a man named Courtney.
“I am Tessa”
Still holding onto my hand, he pulled it up to his lips and kissed it. “Nice to meet you, Tessa.” he grinned. JESUS…he was handsome…and smooth.
“Nice to meet you, too.” I said.
We talked outside for a long time. One of my roommates peeked through the door to check on me and I gave her the all good sign. She giggled as she turned back inside. She knew where this was headed.
But it didn’t go there. Normally, I would have bagged and tagged this guy in a matter of hours. Drained the life force from his body and left him before dawn, with a smile. But this was different. There was a sincere connection. I wanted to know him. He wanted to know me.
“What are you doing tomorrow” he asked.
“I don’t have any plans. How about you?” I said.
“I am taking you on a picnic. Shall I pick you up around noon?”
“I’d love that.” I said.
“Good. I will have the food. Do you have a blanket we could use?” he asked.
I thought to myself…Me? Do I have a blanket for such occasions? Don’t you know who I am? I have a blanket to do whatever you need. Wherever you want.
Instead I answered, politely, “Yes. I have a perfect blanket for a picnic.”
And he walked me back inside, helping me find my roommates. We left soon after and there was a buzz about my new suitor.
My roommate Mary said, “You tramp! You just had to pick the finest one in there, didn’t you? Damn he is hot.” No lie…he really was.
Sunday arrived and we had a lovely picnic at a local park. He’d picked up sandwiches and fruit and we ate in a shaded area close to the woods. He was even more beautiful in the light of day. I was looking demurely sexy in a sexy pink sundress with a plunging halter neckline and my long dark wavy hair spilled over my shoulders . I could see that he liked my ensemble. I could see that we really liked each other.
We shared our first kiss on the blanket as I anxiously anticipated what would happen next. But he didn’t make a move towards anything sexual. I was a bit confused. Most men would have made some sort of advance, given the setting and the chemistry between us. But he was different.
“I would like to take you to dinner, tonight” he said, touching my face.
“I would like that” I said.
“And I would like for you to stay with me, at my place afterwards.” he said.
I stared into his golden brown eyes and said, “I would like that, too”
He drove me back to my apartment as I nervously packed an overnight bag for my evening out. As we left, he took me by the hand, carrying my bag, and lead me to his car. As I was about to get in, he pinned me to the car with a passionate kiss. It was so steamy that I almost lost my balance.
“I want you in the worst way” he whispered, as he kissed me some more. I was dripping with desire. I wanted him badly, too. I would have gladly fucked him on that picnic blanket, or right there on the car, but I felt he had something else in mind.
Dinner was at a local Italian restaurant. I don’t remember what I ate. I just remember wanting it to be over. Wanting to get back to his place.
We drove to the movie store (remember those?) and selected a movie to watch at his apartment, although I knew it wouldn’t even make it out of the case.
We got back to his place around 9:00.
And by 9:05, we were in his bed. I wish I could remember each and every detail. I wish that I could remember each move. But what I do remember is the music playing in the background. Courtney was a musician and a huge fan of jazz and soul. He’d cued up a Luther Vandross album (on vinyl) for us to listen to.
I don’t remember how our clothes came off, or how one thing led to another. I do remember the feel of his skin as he held me to his chest. I remember the sliver of moonlight coming through his bedroom window that shone on his exquisite form. I remember how he smelled. I don’t recall the cologne, but it was subtle and sexy. I remember him pulling me on top of him as he held my face in his hands and kissed me. There was no rush for either of us to make the next move. When we did, I do remember how he felt as he entered me for the first time…filling all the space inside me…making me gasp in pleasure. I recall how his hands grasped my hips as we partook of each other.
I do remember, with great detail, that was the night I fell in love. For the very first time. I was in love with someone. Not lust. Not sex. Not saying the words to spare their feelings. I fell in love with this man. I knew it. He knew it. I gave all of myself to him that night. We made love for hours. He selflessly gave of himself. We watched the sun rise together and I felt contentment unlike anything I’d experienced before.
We carried on for a few months in a state of absolute bliss. He was almost mystical in his seduction of my mind, soul and body. No matter how often we were together, it felt new each time. Courtney will always be my first true love.
To this day, when I hear “So Amazing” by Luther Vandross, I am transported back to the time when I fell in love. I am taken back to hearing and truly understanding those lyrics for the first time. And it’s so amazing…
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